I wrap myself in a Blanket of Dreams, Who needs Reality Anyway?

I saw her yesterday.

I've been dreeding this day for almost a week now.

I wanted to cry when i looked into her eyes,
those beautiful brown eyes.

Though she barly could look at me.

She said I looked good and that it was nice to see me.

I don't feel as if I got what I wanted,

her friends kept dragging her away from me.

She talked down on me,
that I could never get a job,
that I should stop drinking my money away.

I haven't been drunk in a long time,
really upsetting to hear her bad mouthing me.

She was so cold,

she said she couldn't stay,that it was too hard for her.
I asked her why,
and she replied that she had to stay emotionless towards me.
just that made it clear to me that she still feels something.

I wanted to cry when she hugged me,
the warmt of her,
the smell of her hair.

I Whispered in her ear that I loved her.
Her eyes were watery when she said goodbye.

That is going to be the last time I will ever see her again in my life....

I will miss you so much sepphire....
and love you till the day that I die