God damn AHHHHHHHH!

Cleaning day today,
the speakers throwing out the sweet music that soots my soul.
Nothing better than blasting the music out loud
when cleaning is on your list.

Currently listening to Poets of the fall,
though i proberly shouldnt,
but i dont really care tbh.

Too much to do in so lill time,
I'm gonna be happy once this is over.
It's at times like this you realise
How much junk you got stored.

At the moment I'm cleaning the stove.
OMG how boring,
where's a sexy little maid when I need her.
actually makes me think of someone from a time
Long since passed.

 

It's gonna be nice to leave this place behind,
Got too many memories in this place.
Now I can finally leave them all behind.

So I'm hoping I Will be able to be out of this place,
Sometime this week.

Too many problems and junk concerning the guy that owns
The freaking house.

Gonna be nice to move in with my bro and his gf =D

 

This is gonna be a great summer,
I have a good feeling bout it.

Parties,Girls in barly any clothes,beer and sunshine.

Hell, I'm gonna make this the best summer ever,
I'm free,
No one to commite myself to.
And it's a pleasant thought really.

I Can't even imagen how this summer
Would have been if  I had stayed in that messed up relationship.
Not so pleasant I'm sure.
Nice to know afterwards,
That everyone around the one you dated,
Couldn't stand your face.

Am I really supposed to care?
Not really.

I Know for a fact atleast,
No more women for a loooong loong time.
I'd rather stay singel than to be with someone
who barly could show their emotions towards me.

You were right, M,
You didn't deserve me.

I better stop blogging now,
I have lots to do,
And shorter time to get there.

Btw my mom made the best comment on my break-up today.
Hah I love my mom.

~LV~

Another Nail in the coffin

So it ended,
im not really sad to be honest.

I don't really bother wasting my time on a realtionship
Thats going no where.

I don't need a Girlfriend who can't even stand up

for me when I need her.

I deserve so much better than that crap.

 to be honest.

I should have understood it was pointless when

over and over shit came up.

Feel like i've been through hell and back.

I deserve to feel special,
I deserve to feel that i am everything.

The whole situation just makes me pissed off.
rubbing in my face she's been hearing shitty rumors bout me,

that she cant even back up.

and almost all fucking day ive been getting shit from her friend.
and she claims i dont act like an adult.

Pft wonder who the adult is who cant even talk.

Ok so i told her not to talk to me,

but i got pissed off as hell when her friend came bashing on me.

fuck that.
What the fuck is the point of involving others in something that doesnt concern them?

Fuck that,
I don't need to be with someone that never makes me feel pretty.
I don't need to be put up with bout being placed in the back of the line all the time.

I don't need a fucking girlfriend that makes a scene.

her loose not mine.

I need someone that truly loves me.

i took a huge risk going into a relationship with her.

vunerable, and she knew it.

nah, I'll find that person some day,

that will worship me,

just like i do when i fall deeply in love.

Tomorrow is another day,
and I look at it with a smile on my face.

I'll find her some day

.............

I miss being the world for someone...

My head is bound around itself,
Bound in its own madness.

Who am I?
What am I doing here?

Why do i feel this way that i do?

Fuck, I can't even expect myself to
Understand my feelings.

No one cares anyway,
My thoughts and feelings,
Are dead to the world and my surrondings.

So.......

Stop the World Cos I want Off

Epic Fail @ Life

My life,
I've come to think bout it recently.

This thing they call life of which i live in.

If one can call it living.

I exist in this hopelessness that is me.
Thats not life, just existance.

Sometimes I wonder on what i've wasted my life on.

Cheap thrills that lasts for a short time.

My mind revolves around it.

Things have been on my mind recently.

Did I take a wrong turn somewhere along
The path of my so called life?

what is the purpose of my life?

How am I to accomplish the things i was put out to do?


.........

My life is on my mind allot recently...

Summer Summer Summer Time!

It's nice to see that the summer is finally here.
Warm weather, little clothes.
I love this time of year even if its a warm one.
Let the BBQ Season and all that follows come.

My mom out in the sun

ITS MOI! damn it was hot today!



Evern the cat took shelter today

My aunt lol

My little brother, well he's not so lill anymore

Was an enjoyful day

~LV~

Skipping A Beat

Its weird how you can feel empty inside
from really missing someone close.

A Longing feeling deep inside,
That almost makes you feel like your
heart is screaming.

Wanting to be in that positing, 24/7

But sorta knowing that you can't.

Head's are not meant for so many thoughts.

Now the head is tired and needs its rest.

I'll go to bed with nice thoughts.
The thoughts of that person that makes my heart skip a beat

~LV~

The New Me

Summer for me can often be so hard due to my dark hair,
SO!
I found a solution!

My gf was nice enough to help me bleech my hair down to blond and
thada!
I now look awsome XD

i has freaky hair XD

Man i love it thouh XD

i loves mah hair!!!!!!!!!!