The illusion Of Love

Ha!
they make me laugh,
Talking bout true love as if it was nothing.


Love,
What do they know bout love?

I pity them,
Thinking whatever feeling that comes into them,
is the feeling of Love.

Love,
Kids don't know the true meaning of love.

That's the Love they See on Tv.

Pretty words and "poems" that rhyme.

They All live in a fantasy world,
One day they will wake up,
blink their eyes and see,
That the Vision of life and Love
Was All Just a Lie

Without You

Close your eyes and say good night
and hold me till the morning light
when the sun comes shinning through
I'll kiss you
one last time
and I'll begin to live my life without you
wish that I could make you stay
but I know I have no power to persuade
the heart will do what it must do
So kiss me
one last time
and tell me how to live my life without you
Cause I love you without and ending
cause I need you to be my everything
tell me the meaning of a life without you with me
when the night falls I'll still be standing
cause you'll always be right here in my heart
and in my deepest memories
I will never have to be without you
love is like a work of art
once you feel it you hold it in your heart
you know forever that its true
so kiss me
for always
even if I live my life without you
Cause I love you without and ending
cause I need you to be my everything
tell me the meaning of a life without you with me
when the night falls I'll still be standing
cause you'll always be right here in my heart
and in my deepest memories
I will never have to be without you......................

Pictures from my Trip to Stavanger

I wrap myself in a Blanket of Dreams, Who needs Reality Anyway?

I saw her yesterday.

I've been dreeding this day for almost a week now.

I wanted to cry when i looked into her eyes,
those beautiful brown eyes.

Though she barly could look at me.

She said I looked good and that it was nice to see me.

I don't feel as if I got what I wanted,

her friends kept dragging her away from me.

She talked down on me,
that I could never get a job,
that I should stop drinking my money away.

I haven't been drunk in a long time,
really upsetting to hear her bad mouthing me.

She was so cold,

she said she couldn't stay,that it was too hard for her.
I asked her why,
and she replied that she had to stay emotionless towards me.
just that made it clear to me that she still feels something.

I wanted to cry when she hugged me,
the warmt of her,
the smell of her hair.

I Whispered in her ear that I loved her.
Her eyes were watery when she said goodbye.

That is going to be the last time I will ever see her again in my life....

I will miss you so much sepphire....
and love you till the day that I die

Lady Luck Cut me some fucking slack!

God,

is it even possible?

bad luck upon bad luck.

Typical me isn't it?

Man seriously,
why can't lady luck shine a bit down on me instead of pissing on me? O.o