Another Nail in the coffin

So it ended,
im not really sad to be honest.

I don't really bother wasting my time on a realtionship
Thats going no where.

I don't need a Girlfriend who can't even stand up

for me when I need her.

I deserve so much better than that crap.

 to be honest.

I should have understood it was pointless when

over and over shit came up.

Feel like i've been through hell and back.

I deserve to feel special,
I deserve to feel that i am everything.

The whole situation just makes me pissed off.
rubbing in my face she's been hearing shitty rumors bout me,

that she cant even back up.

and almost all fucking day ive been getting shit from her friend.
and she claims i dont act like an adult.

Pft wonder who the adult is who cant even talk.

Ok so i told her not to talk to me,

but i got pissed off as hell when her friend came bashing on me.

fuck that.
What the fuck is the point of involving others in something that doesnt concern them?

Fuck that,
I don't need to be with someone that never makes me feel pretty.
I don't need to be put up with bout being placed in the back of the line all the time.

I don't need a fucking girlfriend that makes a scene.

her loose not mine.

I need someone that truly loves me.

i took a huge risk going into a relationship with her.

vunerable, and she knew it.

nah, I'll find that person some day,

that will worship me,

just like i do when i fall deeply in love.

Tomorrow is another day,
and I look at it with a smile on my face.

I'll find her some day