My Beating Heart

So I met her today, didn't really think I'd react like I Did.

From the moment she pulled up in her car, It felt like a shovel Hit me in the face.
I haven't seen or talked to Sepphire since march.

I'm kinda speechless at the moment so to say, I didn't think I'd react to seeing her at all.

But there she stood, the person who were once my brown eyed gothic princess.

My heart dropped,so much stirred up inside me.

Sepphire....

How can she hold so much power over me still after all this time?

We talked for a bit, bout this and that. she had her friend with her. not that i did mind.
It wasn't her i was looking at anyway.

She collected her things and I walked em to her car.

How could I ever let that slip away from me?

We talked for a bit more by the car before it was time for them to go. I know where shes going, but I didnt really care at the time.

As we said our goodbyes, I walked away,hearing the voice of her friend, "Whats the matter? Are you sad?"
Had our meeting effected her in a way to?

I don't know thats just the words i heard as I walked away.

I'm left with an empty and strange feeling inside me.

Sepphire...who could ever take your place?

You've brought forth allot of memories and feelings in me today.

Feelings I thought was long passed gone. There will always be a part of me that will love you and cheerish you to the day I die.

In my heart you will always be my girl.

Thank you for showing me what love truly is all bout.
Thank you for the years we spent together.
I'm grateful.
Atleast now I do know, how it feels to love and be loved back.

Thanks for Everything