I Have A Gift For You

I have a gift for you.
A single black rose
To show you my black love.
 
A single rose,
As tainted as my soul,
And a single dark feather,
A token of my desire.
 
Do not scorn me,
My dearest,
Come close.
 
Prick thy finger
And give a drop of blood,
Sustenance for an angel
Condemned to walk the Long Road.
 
A black rose-
A token of my forbidden love for you
And the symbol of my damnation,
And my fall from Grace...

(Image by Ketmara)

Val through the Ages

just for shits and giggles click it to see the big picture X3

In my Favorit paradise

I spent the weekend at our cabin, i love being there. so nice.

 It's so wonderful, the clear water, the  sound of the birds in the trees. I don't think there's a place that I feel so at peace like I do there.

Even though i almost ended up in a fight with my aunt at several ocations.

I got a few fish but thats not what its all bout tbh. just getting away for a bit and just, relax.

Im still redheaded and im still a freak.

but I hope the chicks will dig me none the less*whink*

~LV~

Qoute of the day

"If shes amazing, she wont be easy. If shes easy, she wont be amazing. If shes worth it, you wont give up. If you give up, you're not worthy"

Stuck In A Loop Hole

Im stuck in this repeating loop, no sleep no sleep and if i do sleep its not until morning.
What the hell is wrong with me??


I Need to sleep...it feels like its tearing my brain inside out....

Those words are haunting my mind....

I am Me, and who dares to bother can give a shit

I'm sitting here thinking bout what I told myself 7 months ago, the beginning of this year.
I Promised myself this would be the best year of my life.
But to be honest, it has been nothing but disappointments after disapointments really.

I try to give a 120% in everything I Do,
Just shit appearing in the middle sometimes that makes it a bit worse to reach ones goals.

I'm Happy in the ways I can be happy, though I do feel like something is missing in my life.
I Don't mind being on my own, I Got good friends to rely on. Friends I know will always back me up no matter what happens in this life.
But Friends are not lovers or girlfriends.
A friend can not crawl up to you in the middle of the night and whisper ever so softly that they love you.

I Long for love and passion, Someone that makes my soul shine.

Sometimes I do think i've lost that chance of true happiness.

Yet again, I Don't want to risk myself anymore, we all know how that went when I Allowed myself to open up to someone.
Maybe It was too soon, maybe she wasnt right.
Could be allot of things.

For now I am enjoying the singel life. New apartment.
Feels like the start of a whole new life doesnt it?

Live, as every day was the last, we don't know what tomorrow brings.
And let the ones you love, know, cos it might be too late

Most swiftly sweet rain

It's raining today, feels nice for a change. Everything has been so hot recently.
Atm I'm waiting for my mom to come pick me up, my brother is gonna stay with me for a few days...hurray....no not really....
but oh well.

Getting the TV as well though all my DvD's are still at my other brothers place u_u who knows when ill get those back.

I hate to wait......

Anyhow today is gonna be a busy Aion day, grind grind grind for the gold gear.
A close friend told me last night i needed a 12 step program...i might actually.

Anyhow i'll be back later X3

~LV~